current mood: deep deep deep meaning :)

You think I'm pretty Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me I was alright 
but things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life Now every February
You'll be my Valentine Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight No regrets, 
just love We can dance, until we die
You and I,  will be young forever

You make me feel  Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream The way you turn me on
I can't sleep Let's run away and
Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back

My heart stops When you look at me
Just one touch Now baby I believe
This is real So take a chance and
Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel  Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream The way you turn me on
I can't sleep Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,Don't ever look back

My heart stops When you look at me
Just one touch Now baby I believe
This is real So take a chance and
Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me feel  Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream The way you turn me on
I can't sleep Let's run away and
Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back

My heart stops When you look at me
Just one touch Now baby I believe
This is real So take a chance and
Don't ever look back, Don't ever look back

I'm get your heart racing In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans Be your teenage dream tonight
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight
By katy pery


*firework in my heart,,nadiah nadiah *syg cham :)

i just want to be honest with myself,
ntahlah,,aku try sacrificed utk ko,
jge aib ko,pe yg aku tau,*dri someone aku percaya*
nak jge aib ko lah aku bg dye kat ko,
i don't know what to say.


thanks oke,,ko mmg btol2 ppn yg xappreciate,
aku x penah kuang ajar ngan org,
aku xpenah keluar babi utk bf sendiri,
ko lah yg xde attitude, bkn aku tp ko.
aku try nak jge hbgn korang tp ni yg aku dpt.
that's enough,


da lah,,aku malas nak amek tau,
lantak korang la,aku xpenah kisah hidup ko dan ko.

i just want to explain everything here,

what was happening,after 4 years.

i doesn't want to lie you anymore,but i think you're are not appreciate me 

what i'm trying to do. i just want to be free from papa.

i just want to defend myself, i'm not the type of person.

i'm not seduce your bf, he comes to me, always.

but the end,i'm realized that he not mine,

i just want you to stop calling me 

as "perempuan". for me its so rude.

the whole day i'm just crying, crying and crying.

you're not  good people i think, actually you're liar.

*dgn bf sendiri pon bley tipu,siap mencarut lg *

before this i'm fall in love with papa since form 5,

i never admit. papa i love you, i never say before this.

but i just want to be free,,come on lah, please lah,

i'm trying to tell the truth and trying to make yourself much

better,,its wrong?

just couple, and start with new life with papa,susah sgt ke?

Lg pon papa syg ko bkn aku, i just want to be free from him just enough.

what i'm trying to do,for make us more happier and know what going on.

its wrong? 

i know i'm wrong hang out with your bf, seldom my friend pon join skali.

we're just friend and never declare anything.

last night i talk with him again,he know the truth, 

what i'm going to say here,

papa doesn't love me, he try to talk with you.

that's enough.

for yana what i'm going to say, i'm not the type of person

zalhariz just classmate, i never try to close with him.

never ever, we just chatting as a friend. oke? 

for azhar sorry, i left you, because we're not suitable and i don't want to lie you.

i have my own reason. * i love that boy * 

now, i want to be free,

papa, jgn call mama lg, jgn kaco mama lg oke.

for abdurrahman mohd razip,

you and kinah cute lah, btw i'm so happy 

because she is much better than me.

here, i'm sorry dear.0-0 oke.

heeheehee.

for my shayang,

right now  i'm waiting for untill the end of my life.*ayg syg cyg *

i want to be someone close to you, make me happy,

i just want to finish my degree here with you, after,, think later oke.

you had promise to stay with me,

even we're never ever declare  we're couple.

thanks shayang

last saturday 

finally i got the tix :)

mtv world stage awesome,with him again besh besh 

the best performance of course lah katy pery,

we have sang together *thingking of you*

a new song by katy pery peacock,its lyrics

dunno what to say *speechless* hehehe

wonder girls so cute cute,sing together

*tell me tell me tetetete..hehehe*

this week i have cutting my class, law :(

so sad, the same matter, i'm with him.

i won't let you go syg, i can't. i'm just crying crying and crying.

he try to make it stop, but i can't, he promised to stay with me.

thanks you classmate for their help.

i tried to wake up to realized  hes not mine.

as long as he  stay with me,its enough ;)

this saturday

siang hari

boring, my classmate ajak g ou,jln2 xshopping mne course the last monday

da byk shopping ;p

i just bought a new tshirt  kat padini,after that we went to summith.

Ya Allah toilet dye,masuk2 je ase nak muntah wuek wuek

malam hari  

maen bowling bersama :) agak kelakar.

papa tipu,cakap tak pandai maen, i just score 55  compare ngan

dye 118, mmg terok la .so shame .he said.

*klu papa strike mama syg papa* 

mmg strike lah, xpenah ngaku saya syg kamu.

we are different lah papa :) 

first time karaoke dgn laki,,papa nyanyi rock kapak

sedap gak tp kelakar,,hehehe.

after that we have got dinner at bintang side walk

sedap, we have share spagheti sedap :)

papa mesti order coke, tiap kali kuar coke,xelok lah

syg pon suke coke *same*

hehehe

ps:the best thing papa have a new niece *amani kot name dye*

pape pon congarts k :) no matter what happened i still choose you shayang :)

jusco bukit tinggi.first time pergi :)

teruk sgt waktu nie,g kls tp xsmgt just attend :(

all i want its you