i dunno.confusing ;)

my test paper ;((

i dunno what was happening.

i tried to stop blogging but i can't.

blogging? waste my time?

not la. 

 I'm feeling down.last friday i got the test paper.

first paper is crg, so sad. i think i would score this paper but 

the result ;(

so sad.the next paper far 400.  speechless huhu.

argghhh .what was happening 

i'm frustrated 

student + dying  = studying.

haaa? its right

i need to improve my english. uwaaa.

i'm fool? huhuhu.

mood: bad mood plus tension with study;

hopefully this sem there is no reapeting, no c

xnak la. i will try. ;)

forget it ;)

for you:

i never stop loving you  

but i just stopped showing it

stop blogging

start a new life with someone else

forget it about him

thanks

hey nana ;)

hey nana ;)

another nana with her ex-bf

 

finally, back together with ren after.. the true love.

one of the best anime i had been watch. so cute ;)

the dream come true. but its hard to get it but..

why not trying than never.its right?

i think i'm in love by mocca

if you got an eerie feeling after hanging up the phone

Sort of happy feeling
 but you're not sure what it's called

If you're haunted by his face whenever

 you're asleep at night

And think you hear his silly voice just calling 
out your name

Oh, no! I think I'm in love with you..

Oh, no! I'm hoping you'll want me too

So, please.. don't let me down!

Just can't help
 but talk about him in every
 conversation

Till your friends are sick and tired
 of that same old crap

If you start wearing make up even when you go to bed

Crying like a baby
 when you hear a mellow song

Oh, no! I think I'm in love with you..

Oh, no! I'm hoping you'll want me too

So, please.. don't let me down! 

study and trying to complete the vetebook

hehe.

usually, study at mcd sec3 but not for tonight ;0

finally , i'm done !

sg gabai 05032010 friday morning 

i got the best thing in the world. 

i'm really appreciate this moment. i'm with him again ;)

 we're together ;)

   i'm gonna miss this moment ;)

please

i can't i can't i can't.

there is impossible to forget him.

huhuhuhu..

i can't i can't.

its so hard for me to forget everything.

sorry i can't. i try but.

celebrated with crying

besday taun nie.cam besa je.

ijah xwish pon 2ggu gak.my fren yg dekat2 pon xwish.huhu.

but i have sumone yg still appreciate saya.

abdurrahman bin mohd razip. 

dye baek sgt.

rini nak kuar ngan dye. dpt adiah.hehe.

tp xsure ag la. 

sbb nak jumpe aini dulu.

  

for shayang: thanxx sbb still igt even xdpt pe yg org nak. but i'm stubborn.

i still waiting for you. at least i try. dpt xdpt i dun care.

hehe.thanxx give me a kiss for my besday.

i remember it.

anther people at the same place

645 ak da bgn siap2 nak g sg gabai.

cam best je.

ak masak spegeti je.xtau la sedap ke x drg mkn,. hopefully sedap la.

ak bkn pdai sgt pon. thanxx zurin sbb tolong ak masak. drg wat bbq.

tp ak xsentuh bbq 2.bkn xnak tp xbley mkn.

ntah la tekak ak xbley 3me. ak mkn buah ngan air je.

pas2 kopok2.ok la.xde la lapar pon.

ak xlalu mkn.

ak naek keta skali ngan dak laki.

sume lelaki ak sorg je ppn.xpela kwn kelas je kan

xjd pape la.lg pon drg sume baek.

mood ak bek ckit rini. xcam smlm.nik de skali tp xbyk ckp pon

xksh la.dye mmg nak ak lupe kan dye.

ak mmg degil.soyi.dye xde hak nak soh ak wat cm2.bia la.

xjemu pon 2ggu.

ak mmg xnak lupekan dye.

bia la. 

best gak kuar ngan dak 4H.drg sume baek2.happening.

ntah la.ati ak da immune la ngan sume nie. nak jd pe pasni jd la.

ak still cam dulu syg dye.

ak xde ati kat org laen. jodoh  2 Allah yg bg. so xyah la ak nak sedey2.

percaya je k.

 da la,,penat actually bju byk xbsh byk xlipat..uhuhuhu.

jangan !!!

jgn remove dri friend list.

jgn remove !!! 

jgn buang sume gmb jgn buang sume baju.

jgn buang sume resit.

 jgn buang sume memories.

 pliss jgn !!!

mmg btol2 shial

senang je ckp.lupekan n**.

pnh pk xsal org.pnh x.pe lebih dye?

sbb study kat oversea.

sick and tired?senang je ckp.tipu.lelaki sume penipu.

ak tau ak xsecantik dye xsapandai dye.

xde style.ble couple jnj setia sumeeeee..

xkan tipu

ak benci ckp sal 'janji'ak benci ckp sal 't/jwb' 

ak benci sal 'cinta'

pe yg bek pe yg btol utk diri ak? 

senang je ble ak syg tggl

 cm2 je.

pe salah ak? pe yg ak xde?

nape? nape?

dye da de couple pon. ak single tggu ko.syg ko.cinta ko.

ko je xpenah appreciate.

sbb ak x de pape.nothing. nape ak bley 3me org xpnh 

pk sal buruk org 2.

ak anggap sume org dlm dunia nie baek except org yg jahat ngan ak.

ak xde pape ke?ak xde pape ke?

nape????

susah sgt ke ak nak dpt sumone yg syg ak? ak bley setia.

ak bley syg org 2 lebih ak syg dri ak.

ak da sacrificed sumenye.

tp ak xdpt pape.

nothing = zero.

tell me..pe kurangnye ak.ak xpnh nak mayah org.xpnh nak tggi suara kat org.

klu ak sakit pon.ak diam je.

ak xpnh nak susah org.tp pe slh ak. susah sgt ble jd bek?

ak sanggup berubah. ak sggp wat pape je

tp.. pk la pe yg bek utk sume k.

ak xmintak pe2.

"shial day"

rini ase sume xkena. 

pg2 da bad mood class cancel.

nak ilang bad mood g mkn kat pinggan besar.

after that ak g bank in duit umah.de jumpe sorg mamat 2 tb2 ckp nak ckit.

haaaa..pe hal ko. nsb dye xsamun ak

huhuhu. ak dok kat luar pkns terserempak ngan dak akaun 

pidot lokman hakim ngan kwn zurin.

next ak g maen bowling. ak xde kad matrik so gune sarah punye.

upe2nye akak 2 pasan.dye tanye sape nak maen.ak ckp sye..eh eh kwn saye.

mmg xpdai menipu la.

tp ak wat bodoh je. zurin ngan sarah g byr. akak 2 ckp xyah menipu klu x dye bley counting.

ntah la..pd hal bde kecik je.

mmg sial la..

pergh..ak jumpe sh***.

OMG. mst de dak 2. ak jumpe dye. mmg sial laaa..

ak benci gle tgk mke dye cam kambeng.

mmg kambeng tol la..ak mmg xske dye. nape la bley de kambeng 2

ak mmg xske gle.tgk mke je wuekkk...

ntah la.klu xske org mmg ak tunjuk syg org pon ak tunjuk gak.

lantak je la.ak terus maen je. at the same time ak nmpk 

azwan 5c tp xtego pon sbb ak 

segan la..lg pon ngah xde mood.

pas maen ak g the store kat bwh 2 igt nak bli track tp xnak la.

da byk sgt. pas2 ak try la legging.

ok gak tp xnak la.

pas2 ak bli suar kotak2 amek size m. xtry pon.ble balik xmuat lak 2

nmpk sgt xsesuai.bley pkai tp cam sexy sgt plak.

huhuhuhu.

zurin ngan sarah nak g sg congkak sok.ak lak mula2 cam xsure sgt.

first sbb anis xikot skali.da xmuat tp cam sedey je.

tggl kwn lak. 

2nd tasya xnak g la.so mmg anis xikot la. klu ak dok umah sok

tggl ak sorang je la.

ag la xnak.ntah la. ak xnak la org len pk ak xpenting kwn

ak xske. sian anis.rungsing ak. tp ak kena g gak.

xde org kat umah sok.

 huhu.sory anis ak terpaksa g gak..tp... mmmm..

ntah la.serba salah lak.

de stu bde ag..

zurin bkn nme sebenar..

tb2 kat giant sacc mall sarah:

"eh zurin ko xbw berus gigi kan? ko gne sape punye?

yg purple ke green? yg green 2 mas punye.."

pe nie..pelik lak ak ase.

zurin: ak gune yg green la..

aku: wei ko gune berus gigi ak? hohoho..

bley plak.ooopppsss..sory zurin ak mmg xbley share berus gigi.

mmg dri kecik ak xshare. 

so nak xnak ak g la guardian ble berus gigi bru.hehe.

bley plak dye gune. sensitive aku.

ak mmg xbley nak share berus gigi bra panties ngan towel ngan org len

geli la..lg pon private & personal kan.

xpe ak xmayah ko pon zurin. i'm okk.

cume ak je la xbley share.

len kali ak nak bli berus gigi byk2 letak kat umah tuk zurin.

towel da prepare..

zurin zurin.jgn wat da k. xpon bgtau nnt ak bli kan k.

heeheee.


sok ak sarah ngan zurin nak bawa 
sphageti g sane.
heehee.ak nak msk utk drg. xpdai masak tp nak gak..
alaaaaaaaaaaaa...drg wat bbq je.
tekak ak da pelik la ckit bde2 bbq nie xbpe ske cam satay gak la.
ak xkan sentuh.huhu.

xpe2 ak  da prepare awal2.ak bawa epal ngan sphageti cukup la kot.
yg penting sok ak g. 
the next day besday ak.
xde adiah kot.bf pon xde. spe nak bg.haha.
cam ngade2 la plak.
xpe ak xksh asal de org igt pon da cukup.
ak xkan susahkan org len sbb ak ase ak xpenting pon.
btol2..hehe.
mak ngan abah dtg next week.ahaaa..nak pau la.
"adik rindu mak ngan abah la"
xsbr nak jumpa. ;)

 xske!!! da ciap cantek2 elok2 tb2 mas class cancel.

  

pg nie ak bgn awal semata-mata nak g kls.ak da pack sume brg 

ciap bawa s0mething nak bg kat wawa.

ak bli tut tp terlalu bsr lak.

xsesuai.

susah la xde adik ppn. ;(

da abes test bosan la plak.xtau nak wat pe.

tp best smlm dpt dekat ngan nik wk2 jwb test.

ak je realised  and excited kot. lantak la..

jnj ak dpt dkt ngan dye.xbpe nmpk sgt tp yg pasti nik.

pkai bju biru kot.

hopefully result test ak ok laa.

ak ase btol pe ak jwb klu slh pon nak wat cne.

ak confident la tp xsepenuhnye.btw ak da berubah ckit. 

ak study gak.push diri ak nak dpt dekan.

hahahaa."berangan la ko nie"

heehee. 

please la..g jauh2.ak klu bley xnk de pape ngan ko.

sory la..bde da lepas let go je la.

jgn yiso ko hensem cne pon ak xnak. ak bkn memilih tp harus memilih.

huhu..sory. ak xperlu teman nak berpoya2 k.

xyah teman ak.ak xske k. 

lg pon ko da de gf la.xpatot wat camni. hanya org bodoh je ske ko.

ak xnak jd bodoh.