adamaya





bukan nak cte sal mini cooper nie but adamaya.heehee
i want this car :)

last night, i'm so excited to watch this drama series.
yesterday first time i go through www.tv3.com
uwaaa,,byk gle cte dye.
tp i'm interested nak tgk adamaya.
even its take time to load this drama, i'm still waiting.
mmg gle la.cte dye romantik sgt sgt sgt.
i love to watch it. 
this drama adopted by the previous romantic comedy.
i'm not single :)



before this i have been watch this couple farid kamil & lisa surihani
but for adamaya.
the new actor sein, ok la but i'm prefer farid kamil.
may be he is single and not married.
sein pon quite ok. tp bley nmpk laa yg sein tuh da kawen, klu farid kamil
yg berlakon agak kelakar la part dye de anak 
and wat kan susu.
hehee.
btw this story quite interesting and sume org patot tgk.
big smile in my face when i see adam & maya.
hehee.






dilema

lame xupdate blog,,
nothing to do for today.
xbalik umah akak sbb malas sgt2 naek train.
nak study  ob pon awal  lg laa, wake up in the morning terus letak 
laptop atas badan.
first mestilah facebook. nak tgk dye on9 ke x.
ase2 tiap ari  bukak page dye.
i miss him 
yesterday exam far 400. hopefully i will pass this paper
soklan past year je msk. nasib study. but i miss something laa.
lease back. i'm regret because xstudy.
huhuhuhu.
hopefully he will pass.
"i miss that moment *were study together* but i'm still thinking"
he is love me or not.
always.
i'm afraid to ask him, i know what the answer.
but why he act like that.
unpredictable.
:: make the same mistake ::
ntah la,,xbley nak pk pe yg terbaek for myself
its right to hope to love him until
 the end of my life?

hard day ::





may be i was stupid telling you good bye 
maybe i was wrong do not pick up phone
i'm sorry for everything had been done 
i know i'm wrong
i know i'm stupid

i make the same mistake
u need to understand i love him so much more than anything
you know why, because i'm stupid
you know why because i'm blind
love make me crazy 
love make hard to breath

i never stop to love him
but i stop to showing it
i try to understand everything but i can't
i know i'm stupid 
i know i'm blind 


today is fairy tale


i miss you 
every day every night i will be missing you
can you  feel this magic in the air
when you grab my hand 
you make me  
................
i'm afraid to tell the truth. 
i love you
i made the same mistake 
i face the same situation
why people around me doesn't understand
what i want what i mean
i'm not perfect. 
the boy always hurt me. why not he tell the truth.
he is love me or not
but i'm afraid to know the truth 
please give me the truth path.
what the consequences ??

love is complicated ::

my life would suck without him.
tired to be honest.
no people does not trust me
no people does not to hear me
i dunno what to do
what should i do
i'm sorry 
i'm happy with him.
i'm sick&tired with this feeling
tired tired tired tired
let me go let me be myself . i'm stupid girl
hope + love
equal to nothing. 
i know that. 
i'm not perfect i'm not perfect
please leave me alone
sorry sorry sorry

::: falling for you :::









Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I'm afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I will let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you're beautiful
And there's nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don't give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

(So hey) just don't give up
I'm workin it out
Please don't give in,
I won't let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, i won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me

i'm so sorry 
abdurrahman mohdrazip.
nothing happened k
trying to
 understand.
he is not mine not mine.
again and again i try to understand.
to be perfect for you, to appreciate you
to be the one closed to you.
i can't but i will try k 


i want him
i want him
i want him
i want him

ctk xgne dlm idop ak :(
ak xdpt dye jugak.ak xdpt jugak.
ak jeles dgn sume nie. sa**** even as a fren
ati ak xbley 3me.
nape dye curi hak ak.
cinta ak
syg ak
go to hell k.

ak xkan ske ko. jgn dekat dgn dye
 dye milik ak bkn ko.
bkn ko!

::: what inside here :::




liar? it's me.may be 
dunno what was happening,
i know you know. 
i love you.
every night,, wanna to cry like a baby.miss that moment.
*asenya tiap mlm ngs ag* "we're together, huhuhu".
16 oct 2009
every single things i miss him
 when you're gone.
make me feel so sad hard to forget him
when i see him i fall in love with him again  again and again
dunno what to do.
what should i do. forget you
its hard for me.
sorry all of you, i doesn't want to hurt "you".